in light of some recent posts and the recomendation of my mother and sister corrie, I have decided to remove my profile photo (and background image) until I can find one that presents a clearer image of myself.  Be ye warned, the former layout of this site and the somewhat gothic looking nature were for a temporary event last spring and do not reflect any of this users thoughts, lifestyle habbits, or personal life.

This message does not in any way present the idea that I may be returning to xanga, but rather is for notification purposes only.

well everyone, if you're reading this post then you are far more dedicated than I.  This is my last post, at least for a while. I may do something with this again in the fall, but who knows. Now for my last German lesson to whomever...

Final German Lesson:

German: Aufwiedersehen.

Holy!!! this is one of the funniest things I have seen in a looonnnggg time :) this links to a flash movie called 8-bit DnD (DnD=dungeons and dragons). Just watch the movie...having been roleplaying several years, I found this little movie to be oh too true :)

http://www.cybermoonstudios.com/8bitDandD.html

An insight in my life...

The more I go about doing stuff in general, the more I've come to the conclusion that life would be much easier if I were a calvenist...I wouldn't have to worry about anything, because I know that it would be destiny.

I would however, worry about the God who chose me; if he exists, if he is loving, if he is just, if he is sovreign, if he is truly good.

To give a little background...in my speech paterns, I tend to use a few words more than others and often times out of context.  The deal is that I am finding one phrase becoming more frequent...this being, "If only I was a calvenist."  99% of the time it is relative to the goings on of the curent situation. Either way, I found this quite interesting since I have started using this phrase ever since one of many Bible studies I've had on free-will/calvenism.  The funny part to this is that my phrase is absolutely correct.  If I were a calvenist then I would have no need what-so-ever to worry about the happenings of my immediate surroundings. Anywho, just a flahs into my life...

In other news...I played a glorious satan in our performance. In my opinion, I was so hideous that it was beautiful. My black eyes and the red hair, that looked much better than my picture to the left, totally worked out.  Time for bed tho...I have to get up tomorrow for a haircut! w00t!